The shower is a nice place for me to either cry to just waste a lot of water because it feels so good.
I really just feel like typing out something because twitter is too short and who uses facebook for things like this ok.
Ugh I hate living wear I live. I know I should be grateful for having a roof over my head but Im not a good person and I just dont feel like that at all. I want to live in an apartment with AT LEAST 2 rooms because I live in this shitty ass apartment where I sleep in the fucking living room. Does anyone even know how important it is for a teenage girl like me to have her own room with privacy so I can be doing what I want in peace. I hate living here with no privacy to myself and my parents are out here 24/7 so I cant even do things like blast music and just drown myself in it.
I hate having to share a closet with my parents cause their clothes get mixed with mine and I have a small case of OCD and that just doesn’t work out. I need a closet to myself so I can have the things I want organized in the right places. Mom, you dont get the right take my clothes and wear it whenever you want. You dont even know how to wear it correctly. I dont allow you to wear a nice tank top of mine TO SLEEP.
I meed privacy, I need my own room with a desk for homework. I need my parents to stop being in the living room talking to each other and laughing while I try to sleep for school the next day. I need to be creative and have the opportunity to decorate my room with memories and things that put me in a happy mood. Yeah, I have shelter, yeah I have food. I know I am grateful but am I happy? No not really.